I'm chillen at home today cause I didnt sleep last night due to my back. I am way to young for this. It's mimicking an injury I had when I was 21 from deads. Except that time I could barely breath for a month. I am at an age where I can really feel my "bad" genes. I dont have the best wiring in general. But I can sure put on the mass. I am counting the days till warmth. Its seems like we've had a ton of grey days this year. Denver is suppose to be known for sunniness. I asked for warm weather for Valentines Day.. I am getting it. hehe! Love you D! I do need to get a little aggressive on burning some cals so I can get in a bikini. I have the sickest addiction to buying suits. Shoes would be second. I love swimwear. I think it comes from when I was little I would run around aaallllll summer in my suits. I lived in them. Ahhhhh! When its 35 everyday I dont think much about my abs. Gym is doing good and that is a great thing for us. I have been able to focus on it more now that I am waiting to compete in Sept. I get hard on myself that I am still learning so much about daily management in my 30s. I seem to take on too much and burn out. I need a tad bit more variety. We are taking Salsa lessons too now that we have a little extra time. It's a nice release after being at the gym all day. Sounds crazy cause the gym use to be my outlet.:( Now I have to fit in yoga classes and Spanish lessons. Oh, and find my time for my friends! One of my best friends is getting married and another just had a baby so I need to give them more attention. Its amazing how much simpler life is when you dont know so many people when you are younger or dont have a career yet. I am getting more and more interested in so many other things. I have been for some time but haven't really acted till recently. I'm less scared now that I have accomplished a few toughies. I am enjoying the diversity in my life. I love diversity in ever aspect and I believe it is healthy for growth and knowledge. I just wish I could be more consistent in a few areas. ;);) That is all for now.. off to pick up poo.. maybe?