I am so spilled over people!!! I have eaten everything that I had been dreaming of between now and Friday night. I am telling you what the normal person does not know about the poison they are eating is... well, not good. lol Food is so nasty. My body went from working like clockwork to more tired and sick than ever. Im a mess. But... wow do things TASTE amazing. The deal breaker for me was the Cinnabon yesterday at the airport. Those are not meant for digestion!!! Holy shit! lol I went to town on BBQ last night and desert then Dylan wakes me up yearly asking if I want to go get pancakes. AH... actually sleep was #1 but I went and it was so worth it. Ok.... enough about the food. I sound food crazed. Thank you everyone for an awesome weekend. My husband who took great care of me even though I was flipping out. I was texting him from prejudging back stage freaking out about getting smoked. So from the time we got there Wed to Fri morning he had to listen to me whine and worry. My nerves had me going. I still get nervous think about it all. lol My friends who stayed sweet those final weeks and who all made the trip to support and help me.. I love you! My employees.. I love you too! Two woman that get my make up and color perfect- Chaundra Tangi and Mary Hobbs with Pro Tan(Carla and Nikki of course), THANK YOU! I am grateful for every little bit cause like Ive mentioned Ive climbed and traveled quite a road to this point. As worried as I was about problems there really werent any. I was a little disappointed in my morning suit bottoms but it wasnt horrible. I didnt get my suits till Tue before leaving. I was lucky enough to be able to upgrade my room which was super nice to have. I thought they may not have any left and I was really needing the extra room. I didnt sleep however on Wed. night.. at all, which left me very very watery and MEAN. ;) I was a mess by Meet the Olympians. Luckily I was able to get some good sleep Thur night before pre judge. I woke up looking pretty good but then I get back stage and start looking at the other woman and FREAK... LOL I got so psyched out. The woman that compete at that level are there cause they are THAT GOOD. To see them up close they just look so unreal and I think Im in a fat suit or something. Well, we all know that I got that awesome call out and the rest is history. I was relieved and my husband was like a 5 year old and Disney. Time flew between then and night show so I had no time to think about what I was going to do with the music I didnt really dig. I just wasnt feeling anything this year like I normally do. It worked out ok though. I had too many other things going through my head. I will admit I wouldve loved to have won but I am so happy with everything. Iris is wonderful. She works her ass off and I have so much respect for her. Every time I talk to her I understand her more. Until you go through a prep AT THIS LEVEL.. you have no business thinking you know. I do know we all have our faves and that is cool but you still have to give a lot of respect to everyone that can get through one of these. I will be getting ready for a guest appearance in Utah on the 10th with Jay Cutler then I am going on vaca! Arnold? Possibly.