Posted by Heather Policky on 19/09/2009 at 16:40
Damn! I am counting minutes and believe me I know I need every single one but Im kinda just wiped out and ready to go so I have idle... cloudy, mind going and that is bad news! Im so edgy now that I cant do much of anything and enjoy it. Its so hard to explain to people that arent in your shoes but the repetition of the daily prep can get a little tedious and before you know it you just do not want to do it one more day. I have been wondering for a couple of weeks why the hell I pay for cable. It is the same shit everyday!!! Rerun after rerun and a lot of horrible reruns. The Kardashians? Really people? Now Kourney and Klohe or whatever it is. LOL Its painful for me to watch. I had the Tool Academy on while I was doing cardio earlier and that was a perfect of example of our stupid society at its stupidest. Those woman should be ashamed of themselves for even dealing with such... TOOLS. Even my favorite shows are kinda hard to watch now though. I think Im just really frustrated. :) I am on my way into the gym now which Ive put off all day cause of a seriously upset tummy so now Im going to just bare down and get it done. I felt really good about everything a couple days ago but this is my 3rd day feeling pretty sick. Nerves maybe. I need adjusted too but my chiro wasnt in today and I have rib out so that will wait till Mon. Its this part that I need to be much better at. Stress is the worst thing EVER! I was watching the 24/7 last night on HBO. Maywheather said that he doesnt feel pressure... it is what it is. I though how cool would that be? No wonder hes so good. No pressure would be sweet!