Posted by Heather Policky on 28/04/2010 at 19:04
I am back from a long absence from my post. I got rid of my facebook account cause it was just too much to keep up on. My messages were building up uncontrollably and I just got tired of it. I am going through some changes in my life and don't want my emotions to interfere on FB of all places. This however, is my personal site so its a tad different. This is for my fans. I will be competing at the Olympia this year.. contract is in. Just getting some things in place. I am getting things organized and on track. I have lost a lot of weight so it will be a struggle but I know what I am capable of it. I kinda enjoy being a little smaller though. Its nice. I can fit in some clothes again. lol I know that I have to start putting it back on though! I have major competition.. duh! I have enjoyed my time off although it has been ridden with some shitty injuries. I seem to attract dumb injuries since my back soft tissue tears. I have to train smart for the Olympia. Its amazing what injuries can do to a person. Mentally and all of the above. You dont know till you are in that position. Just very hard to overcome. It gets harder as I get older and especially if Im not consistent.. but I love taking some time off as much as I love training my butt off. I wanted to be a little more balanced throughout life in general but if I want to be a contender... that isnt an option. Who knows what will happen this year. Its tough when there are so many other things you have interest in. I am a paradox of sorts. I play hard in everything and want to do many things. I dont know how these woman do it that are so much older than me. WOW. I have some other interest. I love the dancing.. since I took up Latin rhythm. I am getting back into that even if my fat toe injury isnt up to par. I love it. I want to take some sort of fighting class too. I'm expanding. lol I dont want to just be one thing- one dimensional. Not that there is anything wrong with devoting to bb I just realize that I have other loves. I want to thank my friends, even though they dont read this.. and most importantly Dylan, for being my friends and helping me so much. I have been bless with special people in my life. I appreciate every little moment. :) And I need to tell them more. Dylan especially has taken a backseat too many times for me. It takes one seriously special person. I cant thank him enough. I am a handful no matter how you look at it. Its going to be an adventure. I will keep everyone posted!
I know I am horrible about updates but I am looking into some other options for the site. I appreciate my loyal followers.. thank you! It helps me out soo much.